| Sunday, December 31, 2006 |
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it's 1'o'6 now . hmmm . . sometyms i really envy somegers . they are jus so . . ya . . darn fuckin rich . well i cant blame my daddy . for nt bein able t give mi lotsa $$$ t buy pretty clothes . pretty bags . i cant blame him . becos for everything else he had gaven mi a beautiful memory of childhood . tat not many other kids get . and i love my dad . my mummy too(: and i've let him dwn since th day i step into hillgrove . now . im such a let dwn . i knw . bt im gonna make him proud . gettin into mechatronic was his wish . his "dream" for mi . and i trust him . for tis will giv mi a stable income in th future . and i too am intrested in mechatronic . im more t a "not-so-gentle" ger . no-no . i'll try my best in tis course . well , bk t wad i was sayin . ya , i don blame my dad lar . and i hv no rites .! he had alrdy given mi alot alot . and nw , i guess i jus hv t work for wad i wan . and jus work lar . i hv cleared my closet . all ready for new clothes(: will be getting my pay by feb . and feb is stil so far away . im stress la . dunno how m i gonna survive on my bday t-T . cry out loud . !! i tot of treatin some close frens . t a bqq or something . but . . forget it . . will see about it . anyway will be holdin it on sat 13 . and tat is IF im holdin and on my bday darlin's havin a day off. sooooo . . haa . ! shoppin th whole day for us =] well . . for me . ! haas . sigh . i wanna be rich . someday i will . ger tat i envy . will envy mi . someday . . . . . somedayyyyyyyyyyy . . . . ppl who look dwn on mi . will hv t hold their head so high t mi . (: well was always thinkin . if i hv lotsa$$$ i'll buy a home for the poor childrens . those who hv no mums and dad . i really wanna do tat . but if i really hv lotsa $$ . i guess i wun .but i hope i'll . u knw , humans . they r all th same . GREED . u hv alot . u'll wan more . u'll be afraid of losin them . scared . so u work more , t get more . unhealty lifestyle . no-no . bad for health . bt den bo bian leis . wanna get rich . so work more . get sick and die . =/ AND . . taa-daa~ wow . . so wad's the great deal of being super duper luper RICH .?! u die young leis . my dad always say :"poor must poor til got back-bone ." translate tat t mandrine . u'll understand . hais . . . aiyo . now i think horh got enf $$ t live on in singapore can le lor . family , boyfren & frens good health can le lor . everybody happy jui hao lor . . who cares . . C H E Y -.- |
